This picture touches my heart more than any of you will ever understand. This is me. And my first love. This is the first picture I ever took with him. And we didn’t even realized it. My friends took this picture and I can’t thank them enough for it.
But this picture also hurts me. Because this was also my first heartbreak. I hate how much heartbreak can change a person. I used to be such a different person, but then I got my heart broken. This kid changed me in so many ways. Good and bad. But no matter what, I will always love him. He was there for me when I needed him most. He made me feel beautiful. He made me smile. And the feeling of him being around made my head go crazy.
Things don’t always work out. And we may lose friends. But he was there for me when no one else was…
Even though he isn’t there for me anymore…
I miss him with all my heart. Seeing him everyday at school kills me. And knowing that I’ll never be able to have him back, destroys me.
But still I love him. I could never hate him. He made me such a stronger person, and he left me with so many amazing memories. I was lucky to have him. Words can’t explain how much I miss him. He was my world.
Thank you Andrew K Bright for teaching me how to love and how to be a better person. And thank you for changing my viewpoint on guys. That not all of them are assholes. You taught me so many things and I know there will never be another guy who compares to you. And next time I fall in love, I want that guy to treat me as amazing as you did.